In my dream I saw a storefront I wanted to rent and went in some nearby businesses and got spat on and lost a notebook and went to J’s house to try to see of C had it because we had been together, but he didn’t and kissed me still in love and I didn’t want that and I left angry and the cookie place at night was filled with scammers and I committed violence against one and could not atone for the terrible wrong I had done and lost my wallet trying to atone and got stuck on a train with nothing in my pocket but the wrong camera and my guilt and no way to travel and I want to forget but shouldn’t want that.